Yet again I offer my apologies for not blogging for several days.
I have been settling into life back in Jomtien with Tan and assessing whether its going to work or not.
I have probably been having a tad too much to drink, but not overly excessive and at no time have I woken up with a hangover.
I have been out a lot, mainly with Tan, shopping, running errands and so forth, but I also went to see a friend for one afternoon and I just haven’t had enough ‘sober time’ to post on my blog.
I have mentioned before that I never post after I have taken a drink, even if it’s only a couple of beers or so as I don’t wish my beer to do the talking.
This evening we are meeting a couple of old friends of mine for dinner, so we’ll almost certainly have some wine and that will mean no blogging tonight.
Tomorrow I am up early to take my car for a service and repair near Chonburi and I could be stuck there all day, so it is unlikely I will be doing much blogging tomorrow, yet again.
However I will ear-mark Friday for a good long session and will also try to catch up over the weekend.
In the meantime, I will just report that today I have told Wan that our relationship is over, so those who are concerned that she may turn up on my doorstep can rest at ease.
I feel absolutely awful about what I have done, but rest assured I would have done it whether or not I had shacked up with Tan.
It would never have worked with Wan, for all the reasons I mentioned in my last blog, (plus some more that I forgot to mention, like all the trouble with Jasper’s father etc), and it was far better to do it now than later when it would have been even more traumatic.
Well the deed is done and I am with Tan, and so far so good. I will write more on this over the weekend, but I will just say in conclusion today that: “Yes, I know Tan is a whore; yes I understand this is purely a financial arrangement; and yes I fully understand that she will never love me.” But it still might work!
I know, famous last words……..